So this is Christmas

Donathen my love,
It is Christmas. I am crying in my car because it hits me. I cannot
hold you, kiss you, wish you, "Merry Christmas".I can't shop for your gifts, or receive any from you. You gave gifts like Santa Claus. Whatever it was, it was clear that you took the time to find something unusual to delight me. You loved making me happy. You used to tell me that you lived for my smile. You are not living. I am not smiling.
All I Want For Christmas is You
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas is
You...


( All I want for Christmas is you-Lyrics by Mariah Carey, and Walter Afanasieff