Forever

Donathen my love- There is a large bottomless well within me. It feels as if nothing will ever fill it. I don't bother to try. It is too large, too deep. Endless. This well cannot be filled. It just is. I fear that I will simply have to endure this gap, this void,forever and minutes are hours, hours become days and still the well inside plummets downward. It is as big around as my heart and its' depth is unfathomable. It is colorless.  You can see to the bottom of the universe inside there. I don't like looking because no one and no thing, and no hug and no kiss, no word, no touch, no present, no card, no nothing makes it go away. It exits  inside of me. Going forever. You are somewhere  at the bottom of this well. I hesitate. I cannot go to the bottom of the well right now. I want to , but I can't. The well inside is a sorrow well. It is too deep. It is too vast. It is too dark. I tip-toe around it. It pitifully cries out. It groans. It needs something. I just don't know what. But I do know who.