New Years Day

Donathen my love,
Here it is 2011. What are you up to? What are you doing?  I remember the trip to Puerto Rico, when we danced the samba. You were not in a good mood until you started moving those hips! I remember Atlantic City at the Tropicana. Not a good year. I was so thin, you could practically see through me. You got mad  when   I made a bubble bath and turned on the jacuzzi,  and  got bubbles all over the bathroom floor, how i laughed. That was the best part of the night.We spent 2003,2004.2005,2006 New Year's together. Then, there were only the phone calls on New Years.I miss your voice. I miss your longing. I miss your tender kisses. I miss one last dance. I miss. I miss. I miss. And all I can do is exhale. Where are you now? What are you doing? I am here in 2011. You are not. Have you ever been in 2011? I hope that we will be together soon. In the meantime, I am here day in and day out, trying to figure out all of the things that we used to try to figure out together. Like, what is the meaning? The purpose? The struggle for? It is very lonely without you. But, as Gloria Gaynor put it so profoundly...."I will survive". Love you love you love you my hunney bunney. Forever and ever and ever.