Donathen my love,
Nothing has changed. Life goes on. Terrible things are happening on the news. We are all still the same, struggling to make sense of our short lives. Trying to find meaning. Looking for a purpose, or not. Nothing has changed. But it has. You are no longer here. No longer here to put your opinion into things and the ways of the world. Your voice is my voice darling. I will keep fighting the injustices of this world to the best of my ability.I will do what we always did. I will say things out loud, so that they do not remain in the darkened silence. I will shout that cancer patients need to have the pre testing of chemotherapy before it is administered. We have over 70 signatures. It seems like a drop in the bucket. But with drops, come litres. With litres come gallons. So, just as a thousand mile journey begins with one step, so a drop in the bucket becomes a waterfall.
I will fight for you my love. I will fight for all of us who have experienced first hand how destructive chemotherapy is, and how unnecessary it is for some. I wish with all of my heart I had taken you to the Cancer Centers of America. I recently learned that they pre test tumors for the validity of the use of chemo . If I only knew then, what I know now. But, I didn't. We did the best we could darling. The very best we could.
To sign the Petition to make Chemo testing go to: Petition
I "stopped by" to take a look at your blog. I'm so sorry you lost your love. I hate meeting new widows, it means that someone else is in this horrible club. I love your idea for your blog, just writing him letters. So sweet.
ReplyDeleteNoel, It means so much that you took the time to respond, thank you and I hope we can become friends. As I mentioned your blog was the one that appealed to me, and the one which I could relate to the most. Thank you again.
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