Donathen my love,
It has been more than a year since you left the earth. November was a lonely, lonely month without you.
It has never been my favorite month and is usually very cold. Yet, New York this year has been unseasonably warm. Only a few days have been cold and it is unsettling me. Unsettling too is that you are not here. I have never experienced such loss. No one can replace you. I feel lost a lot of the time. I cannot believe that time has gone by and I do not feel better. Words are not all that helpful and yet, I have no other way of expressing myself, no other way of reaching out. The world has gotten darker in all respects. You would have loved being involved with the protests. I am quite involved in my own way, and I believe you would be proud. I wish for you to Become the man you have always wanted to be. I wish for us all to Become the people we envision, and not just dream about it. Happy Holidays- Donathen, my love. I know you can see me, and hear me,and that you are where everyone originates from, and I love you with all of my heart. I wish everyone JOY and LIGHT. Happy Holidays.
It has been more than a year since you left the earth. November was a lonely, lonely month without you.
It has never been my favorite month and is usually very cold. Yet, New York this year has been unseasonably warm. Only a few days have been cold and it is unsettling me. Unsettling too is that you are not here. I have never experienced such loss. No one can replace you. I feel lost a lot of the time. I cannot believe that time has gone by and I do not feel better. Words are not all that helpful and yet, I have no other way of expressing myself, no other way of reaching out. The world has gotten darker in all respects. You would have loved being involved with the protests. I am quite involved in my own way, and I believe you would be proud. I wish for you to Become the man you have always wanted to be. I wish for us all to Become the people we envision, and not just dream about it. Happy Holidays- Donathen, my love. I know you can see me, and hear me,and that you are where everyone originates from, and I love you with all of my heart. I wish everyone JOY and LIGHT. Happy Holidays.
