No words...

Donathen, my love.... Oh. I take a breath and realize that you are on one side of the bridge. I am on the other. Sometimes I feel we almost meet in the middle but not really. Not in this reality. Mabye somewhere. You live in my heart. But my heart is empty without you. My heart doesn't know what to do with itself.

I miss you terribly. It is only going to get worse first before it gets any better. Forgive me for saying so but I want and need for it to get better. I am impatient not to feel the raw tugging of sorrow and the anguish that your loss brings me. Some moments I forget. I am relieved then. All is well in my world. Then, I remember. You are gone and nothing I can do will ever bring you back to me now. Maybe in the future, but not now. I try not to think too much about it.

I want you to be on your journey, and remember all the things that you need to remember.

My wish for you is endless. It always will be.

Goodnight my love. See you on the other side of the darkness. For real.