the door. Cant sleep. Took things to help but I am walking around amidst your things, with
nowhere to go. I search notebooks for any scrap of you. I am putting together something, I don't really know what. It is 3:40 am , almost exactly one week since you left the earth. I hope you are discovering new lands. We are all still down here, and it is so very lonely without you.
Oh, Donathen. What just happened?
My love, my light, my anchor, my Rock. You have made me strong and I will get through this.. I miss all of you. Now there are bits and pieces. I am trying so hard to recreate you, but I know that that's just a dream, I keep trying to pretend is real.
At the very least darling, I got through today without the relentless sobbing that I have poured out to the Universe. That is a blessing.
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